danse macabre

six_nightmares @ 2004-12-21T22:00:00

2004-12-22T05:59:20Z

who has been painting my roses red?

six_nightmares @ 2004-06-17T23:46:00

2004-06-18T06:44:27Z

While this is probably true for most experience with powerful psychedelics in our culture, it is not universally true. Carlos Castaneda's accounts of his work with Don Juan {9-12} indicate that Castaneda's initial reactions to psychedelic drugs were of this tripping sort. But Don Juan was not interested in having him trip. Among other things, Don Juan tried to train Castaneda to stabilize the effects of the psychedelic drugs so that he could get into particular d-ASCs suited to particular kinds of tasks at various times. Thus, the addition of further psychological patterning forces to the primarily disruptive forces caused by psychedelic drugs enables development of d-ASCs with particularly interesting properties.
Meanwhile, we should avoid terms like "the LSD state." We should not believe that the statement, "X took LSD" (or any powerful psychedelic drug), tells us much about what happened to X's consciousness. Indeed, a statement like "subjects were administered 1.25 micrograms of LSD per kilogram of body weight," commonly found in the experimental literature, is especially misleading because it seems so precise. It must be replaced by statements like "subject number 2 was administered such and such as dose of LSD, which then produced a d-ASC of type X, while subject number 3 did not enter a d-ASC with the same dose of LSD."

six_nightmares @ 2004-03-28T23:00:00

2004-03-29T06:59:38Z

don't forget we sent
letters to ourselves
without words
but it was just to remember
just to remember those days
we spent in our heads

six_nightmares @ 2004-03-14T14:46:00

2004-03-14T22:49:40Z

sunday
it's been two weeks
and she's already drank
i thought bringing her home would really be a good thing
that maybe she finally understood everything

...

six_nightmares @ 2004-02-16T12:55:00

2004-02-16T20:54:19Z

aw, you poor thing
please.

oh oh oh...vague, but you'll figure it out

2004-02-15T21:35:23Z

i think i like it better when
you aren't in my life at all.
so let's keep it that way, shall we?

six_nightmares @ 2004-02-12T12:49:00

2004-02-12T20:48:46Z

Happy Birthday Earl.
you're 20.
You're mortal.
All that is, isn't.
All that isn't, is.

six_nightmares @ 2004-01-10T17:20:00

2004-01-11T01:21:10Z

hey
you're not invincible
especially when it comes to drugs
hey eric
what the fuck is wrong with kids at your school

six_nightmares @ 2003-12-01T16:04:00

2003-12-02T00:04:32Z

waiting around pisses me off
so much
i'm sweating
god fucking dammit

six_nightmares @ 2003-11-27T15:58:00

2003-11-27T23:59:43Z

god is in his heaven, and all is right with the world.

six_nightmares @ 2003-11-25T14:11:00

2003-11-25T22:10:52Z

arg

six_nightmares @ 2003-11-18T20:31:00

2003-11-19T04:31:08Z

i still wear your heart around my throat
with barely the air not to choke

six_nightmares @ 2003-11-17T23:04:00

2003-11-18T07:03:31Z

sons of otis

six_nightmares @ 2003-11-12T22:19:00

2003-11-13T06:18:41Z

The only person talkin' about love thy brother is the preacher
and it seems nobody's interested in learning
but the teacher

six_nightmares @ 2003-11-10T11:24:00

2003-11-10T19:23:53Z

the coup

six_nightmares @ 2003-10-30T08:53:00

2003-10-30T16:59:38Z

i guess i don't know what to think
this feeling isn't going to subside
i know because it never does
but she won't understand
and she'll throw me away

it's so hardforme to believe
it's probably not happening

six_nightmares @ 2003-10-26T13:11:00

2003-10-26T21:10:50Z

if she did it to him
she'd do it to me

six_nightmares @ 2003-10-18T10:44:00

2003-10-18T17:46:35Z

Aphex Twin - Rhubarb

exactly how i feel

six_nightmares @ 2003-10-16T15:24:00

2003-10-16T22:23:39Z

if i could
i'd never like to see another woman
as long as i live

six_nightmares @ 2003-10-15T22:41:00

2003-10-16T05:48:04Z

there are always the ones
who you always want to give your best poetry to
who you always want to give the most beutiful rose
who seem to force a song out of your soul
who seem like they're always walking on air
the ones who can penetrate and break through distance
with just a few words
i kindof think i liked you best
and jesus imissyou

six_nightmares @ 2003-10-11T14:22:00

2003-10-11T21:23:48Z

her faced puffed out and turned dark purple
and she just stared at me
and she couldn't move
and she couldn't scream
i had total control over her
i had total control over her
it was so real
she was dead there in front of me
and i felt so fucking alive.

six_nightmares @ 2003-10-08T11:54:00

2003-10-08T18:55:29Z

every job i have fucks me in the ass

aside from my previous internet job,
the two jobs before that didn't even
pay me all of the fucking money i worked
for, and the one before those was run by
demons, and i've had my current job for
almost a month now, and i still haven't
gotten a pacycheck.

life is swell
now i wanna die

six_nightmares @ 2003-09-26T01:25:00

2003-09-26T08:25:04Z

I'm not livin'
I'm just killin' time

just
don't leave

six_nightmares @ 2003-09-24T18:18:00

2003-09-25T01:17:33Z

i think it's almost time
to become a hermit

we'll see how things go

six_nightmares @ 2003-09-21T19:01:00

2003-09-22T02:02:18Z

the dream is becoming more of a reality
it seems the harder i try
the more i lose
fiction
fairytales
like clockwork